earthenheart

Prelude

Stuck in the busyness of pretending to be busy
is a man
trying to be what he is not

And what he can’t.

—

‘Yun lang muna, friend. I-dedevelop ko pa ung story. ;D

Prelude

Stuck in the busyness of pretending to be busy
is a man
trying to be what he is not

And what he can’t.

—

‘Yun lang muna, friend. I-dedevelop ko pa ung story. ;D

Ako. Pangalan ay DJ.
Kasalukuyang nakatira sa

Barangay Krus Na Ligas
Quezon City
Sa may Philcoa

Ako’y nagrereview

para sa ika-labingpitong matematika
(Math 17. Haler. :D)
Bukas ang pagsusulit

Sa malapit, mga kumakanta

gamit ang isang boteng nakadugtong

sa isang malaking kahon

sa pamamagitan
ng isang gomang tali
(karaoke.)

Napakaingay.

Ako ay gumamit ng
pangkalkula

(computer. from the word compute. )

Aking binuksan ang
tindahan ng letrato.

(photoshop.)

Haaay.

Ang ingay nila.

Heto ang unang lima (Top 5) songs
nila:

1. Nakalimutan ko (I forgot)

2. Before I Let You Go

3. Voltes V

4. Beauty and Madness

5. Bulaklak (Huh? Nyak!)

Sana ay tumigil na sila
Ika-labindalawa na ng hatinggabi.

Ehe. Hirap magtagalog.
Mabagal talaga ako diyan.

Ingat po!

piano lively

My debut comes on friday
My feelings will run away
Here’s the man that I am
I need to keep going
for industry’s sake
and for the sake of its sake

The crowd gets quiet
they’re buying what I’ve got to say
Things go bad
I wasn’t supposed to
I crawl back inside and

This is me
on my knees
singing take it all from me
Take it all

Speak to my needs
my needs
Take it all
Oh, just take it all
This is me.

You grew silent
I started to fall
For when you grow silent
I start to fall

Redundant, yes.
I’ll repeat

When you grow silent
I start to fall

[silence]

Bang!

This is me!
On my knees!
Take it all!
Take it all!

This is me.
Sigh.

;D

—

Adapted from Jon McLaughlin’s song
"Industry" from his album
"Indiana"

I would go to New Zealand
fro the the 7,107 islands

across the sea
where the largest naval battle happened

above the ocean
that killed the best navigators

over the landmass
that witnessed the people
almost driven into extinction

to the place where I want to go
- New Zealand.

‘Yun lang. Sarap kasi magpicture dun.
Madami pang cows.

Dun nag-shoot ang Lord of the Rings.

;D Kailangan ko ng makakausap. Busy kasi.;D Hmmph.

Am working on it. ;]

But

I am. Hmmm.

I don’t want to talk about myself this time. I want to talk about others in this. If one should look inside my heart, then that person should see that my heart is crying for the poor, the sick, the depraved. I dream for the day when sickness is gone, when suffering had passed away, when tears exist no more. I am part of a generation who, generally, has people who had lived their lives inside their bubble for too long.

Jesus didn’t die for the redeemed. He died for the unprivileged, whether the unprivilegeness is insidie or outside. God had instructed us to help people and win their hearts to Christ.

Yes, we need to think of ourselves somehow. But there is another thing called compassion.

If I am here in a place improper
and if the truth is out there,

then why am I still here?

I should go out. Break free.

    Haha. Sa thursday na ang audition sa Pinoy Idol. Dun ako sa Clark.
Kausap ko si Mama kagabi tapos si Papa kaninang umaga, parang mas payag
si Mama though okay lang din kay father dear. Pero sinabi niya ung pros
and cons na dapat kong i-consider. (sigh) Di ko alam gawin. May mga
kilala kasi ako na after manalo and sumikat eh napalayo na kay Lord.
(sigh) kasi naman ang belief ko is pagdating natin sa heaven one day
tatanungin tayo ng Lord sa lahat ng ginawa natin. Here’s a simple story
to illustrate:

Big Voice: Next please! (key of C.ehe).

Ben: Ako na ata. (walks toward heaven’s gate)

Big Voice:Next please! Calling Pastor Ben.

Ben: Hindi po ba Engr. Ben dapat?

Big Voice: Hinde. Tinawag kang maging pastor. Mas madami ka sanang natulungan dahil para ka talaga diyan.

—-

Big Voice: Engr. Tim, calling Businessman Tim

Tim: Hindi po ba Pastor Tim?

Big Voice: Hinde, itinakda na maging kang Businessman. Mas madami ka sanang natulungan dahil para ka talaga diyan.
—-

Pareho naman silang pinapasok sa heaven, dahil tinanggap nila si Jesus bilang Lord and Saviour, kaya lang, sayang.

—

That’s sums up my case. :] Pray for me. God bless you! :]

I’m eighteen years for a moment
Time to break ties with the past

I’ve only got 24 hours to spend
this day for livin’.

Thinking that I am
Caught in between minor and major

I want to:
learn how to play the piano
sing high notes
make great vids
and superb posters
graduate cum laude
land on a great job
advertising
travel to New Zealand
buy a SLR
go to Mindanao - and Sagada
Win my friends for Christ

And the list goes on

eighteen soon will be gone
So will become of twenty
And of thirty-seven
More so of fifty-eight

Bless the old timeline. ;]

I was thinking
of where I was going

My compass points north
Yet I go south

I can’t resist
the desire to go forward

To press on
For things unseen

And for things yet to come

I can’t escape
The destiny that is set before me

I can’t deny
The truth that says yes to God

I can’t
I can’t run away forever.

;] (smiley? the title is seriously! ;])

I search for things
Unseen,
Unknown.

But I am in a world
Felt, Experienced.

My senses are numb
From this limitation

But God

Has shown me
The Way
The Truth
The Life.

I say it again. Emphasize.
"The" Way
"The" Truth
"The" Life

Do you hear it?
"The"!

Now, I see.